This post might get a little wordy.
So must bear with me. The best is to read (:
So you'll know what's happening !
Here it goes.
Mama and i went to KKH for my appointment @ 1.45pm.
Both of us had a hard time finding Clinic 'P'.
The paper stated there is at level 1 but yes we are at level one but where Clinic 'P' ?
So mama went to ask a nurse and said Clinic 'P' is at the Children Tower and you are at Women Tower.
Pish-posh , how kuku we can be -.-
Here comes the interesting part where my mama and i start to quarrel.
Wanna know ? READ ^^
Firstly , i talked to her nicely that this isn't the way to the children tower.
She gave me that "wanting-to-fight' tone again. -.-
Damn ! This time round i was really very fed up and say do you always have to talk to me in this manner ?
She says, if you're such a pro then go find it yourself then. (passed the appointment letter to me.)
Whatever ! I rather find it myself. Maybe it might take 10 thousand years if it was you.
And so i walked way much further than she was, cause her face was like a black bean.
Guess what, i found the Clinic 'P' within 10 minutes.
Hah, i proved it to her that i can find it myself. Woots ! (is that considered independent?)
When i sit onto the chair and turned around she went missing.
Okay fine, since you want to be like this i can't be bothered anymore. Do whatever you want.
I'm fine sitting alone here and going back by myself. That's what i thought.
When my name was called for registration, the nurse asked if my parents are here blah blah blah and wants the ic blah blah blah.
I said yes and went towards here and "Mi, IC na lai".(give me your IC)
She was gave it to be and without looking at me with a loud sigh. (what for?)
Her face like i was her enemy as if i owed her something.
Sat on the same row but not sitting with each other with one seat in between us.
She wasn't facing me cause she was watching tv behind her back.
We never talked to each other right after we came out of the doctor's room.
Hahahahhahaha , i know she's still mad at me and doesn't want to talk to me but she still has to talk to me you seeeeeeeeeee. (:
I was already forgetting about what happened just now and she's still taking it seriously -.-
(Indeed a long post)
Im not done yet. Also i went for my x-ray. So cool printed my name onto the x-ray sheet.
Walked straight and turn to your right ? Nothing -.-
That's the direction the nurse gave me. It was on the left my goodness sake ! Hahaha !
Guess they have got a lot of things to remember.
After that done with my x-ray and waiting for the doc to tell me about mua backbone.
You want to see the picture ?

Doctor took this picture for me. In order the save money from buying it.

Yeah , that's my backbone. Turned out quite bad :(
That's the cause of having a backache and shoulder ache everyday.
Doctor says that it's because of puberty and sudden growth, my backbone turned out to be like this.
I have this problem since i was in Primary School.(is it too late to see doctor?)
And also, doc says that i cannot grow taller anymore. As my bones has already fully grown.
I always thought it was the caused of the heavy bag i tend to carry everyday. I guess i was wrong though.
It's because of puberty.
You plant a tree, does a tree always turn out to be perfect ?
No it doesn't. So does our body too.
Doctor says not everybody has a perfect body.
Each and everyone of us is not perfect.
If i want an operation, its really a risk.
What if something goes wrong ? I could lie on the bed for my whole lifetime.
I rather live my imperfect life than to take this risk.
But i want to get well, these pains are really killing me. :(
I cannot stand too long and sit too long.
Cannot carry heavy stuffs, sweeping the floor too. :(((((
Next time i have to sit straight, stand straight, carry straight, sweep straight. HAHAHA !
All i could do now is pray everyday. Cause i believe in miracles.

Mama, i know sometimes i throw tantrums at you.
But mama, you also have to know that sometimes those words you used on me really broke my heart.
How could you say such words to me ?
If you were me, how would it feels like ?
Do you like it when you get scolded for nothing ?
Sometimes those things that wasn't done by me, also get scolded ?
At times you shouted at me even though i talked to you nicely.
But your tone really always make my angry get very blown up.
I know you're my mother, i cant talk back to you. At times you're really too much and i cannot tolerate your nonsense.
You even scold me for nothing at times. Why do you do that for ?
Is it because you're troubled and then you come and throw shits on me ?
Do you think that's fair for me ?
I really cannot stand your attitude anymore.
Why can't we just sit down, talk things over ? I'm really sick of it.
I even cried to myself thinkking why do you always do this to me ?

Somehow, i felt much much better after typing it out onto this shitty post.
There's still a little something something inside me.
I want to let it all out. How ?
One solution. Is to turn to Jesus. Surrender to Him.
Father, forgive my sins.

WOOHOO ! I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMMORROW, SATURDAY AND SUNDAY'S SERVICES !
I WANNA GET HIGH TO THE MAX !
I WANNA SEE MIRACLES HAPPEN THIS APRIL. (:
MY ELDEST BROTHER SUFFERING FROM SYNESS(spelled wrongly i think), KNEE AND ANKLE PROBLEM.
SECOND ELDEST BROTHER IS FRACTURED ARM AND HEAD.
YOUNGEST(which is referring to me(:), BACKACHE, SHOULDER, GASTRIC.