WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST ?

I REALLY LOVED YOU SO MUCH.
I TOLD YOU ONCE BEFORE NOT TO LEAVE ME.
BUT YOU CHOSE YOU LEAVE ME.
AFTER YOU LEFT, I'M LEFT WITH NOTHING AT ALL.
I CRIED EVERY NIGHT, HOPING MAYBE YOU'LL COME BACK TO ME.
HOW I WISH THIS WAS JUST MY IMAGINATIONS.
HOW I WISH WHEN I WAKE UP, I COULD SEE YOU BESIDE ME.
HOW I WISH THIS WASN'T WHAT I EXPECTED TO BE.
AND TELLING ME EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT.
BUT NO, IT WAS REALLY JUST MY IMAGINATIONS.
ONCE DECISION ARE MADE IT WON'T BE COMING BACK TO YOU ANYMORE.
NOBODY KNOWS I I FEEL, HOW MUCH PAIN I HAVE IN ME.
I CAN'T TOLERATE THIS ANYMORE. I REALLY WANT YOU BACK HERE.
Am i fated to be like this ? Am i fated that you have to leave me ?
What have i done wrong ? How much of beggings, you won't be here anymore.
All I've ever wanted was someone to be there with me and that was you.
There is nothing much more i can deserve. Everything is broken.
No matter how much i say now its too late, you won't come back to me anymore.
No matter how much i do, i guess you're better off without me.
I just cannot take it that that's the fact, the fact that you're leaving me.

I'm always looking forward onto Saturday to get to see you.
But now, not anymore. Everything is gone. It's never coming back.
Thank you so much for doing this to me.

I'm sorry that I've got to know you.
I'm sorry that we ended up like this.
I'm sorry that things didn't came out the way you wanted to.
I'm sorry that I wasn't perfect enough for you.
I'm sorry I've fallen for you.

You left me lying here with nothing left.
It's yet to be undone. DIE.