thank You Jesus❤️

what kind of stupid dream is this, it will never come true ):

its been a week and im still not well yet ):

God please heal me.

好辛苦 ):

happy new year, towards a new start and new goals (:

leave the past behind!

life goes on.

“Being alone is better than sitting next to a lover and feeling lonely. -Richard Linklater

i have enough.

why?

i did so much for someone i love, and yet in the end this is what i get back in return, a broken heart. i dont know where to pick myself up again. you hurt me so bad. you have wasted my love for you.

why do i deserve this?

you know what? i was about do a birthday card for you and say how much i love you and how much i want this relationship to change, cos i care, i really do. i wanted things to get better.

it doesnt matter anymore.

loved you too much.

you think just apologizing will make everything okay?

NO.

if everyone is doing the same thing like you did, i will be doing fine. totally fine.

i gave alot of effort in this relationship, and you dont seem to see it.

i tried to change and be better but you dont seem to see it.

i can tell from the way you treated me afew months/weeks back wasnt the same anymore.

i didnt want to end it this way.

i try so so hard to make this relationship better.

why? why must you do this? )':

i have to go through this all over again.

its too much, too much for me to take.

you just dont know how much pain i am going through. dont apologize when you know its not gonna change anything.

wish you happiness.

its time to say goodbye.

.

where do we stand now?

):

wish i could be better.

bad day for the weekends.

but anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAFACE!!!

wake me up when september ends.

those hurtful words just pierced through my heart so deeply.

and it hurts.

"a bad attitude is like a flat tire, if you dont change it, you will never go anywhere."

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