happy sad moment

so today is my last day of my work here as a recep, and im gonna move on to another job which is so much more challenging! i hope the people there will be even better as the current ones! my mindset is that i gotta trust no one but myself! and of course God (:
i am so happy that i am gonna move on and also scared at the same time!
and maybe nervous as well? hahaha!
bad news is that i failed my exams and i
feel so sad cos i thought i would get at least a pass or smth ):
i am so disappointed with myself.
why why why why why?
things have to always, always turn out like this. i wish i have an answer for it.

they dont know me, but God, you know me the best.

self-reminder.

knew something bad will come out from your mouth.
honestly, i am hurt but i can forgive but will never forget.
sometimes i wonder what bad things have i done to you that made you hate me so much. hearing those words make me wanna PUNCH YOUR FACE.
urghhhhhhhh idiots
all the best to you.

im so stress until i want to cry
God please help me