3 days.

i hate it i hate it i hate it.

hate it hate it.

not to fade away.

GOODNESS i wanna learn this!

that video really brightened up my dayyyy!
and sorry for not buying your favourite m&ms ):
goodnight!
i really lovvvveeeee the video! (:

Jesus, thank You so much (':
Lord i pray for your strength.
Pray You will heal my sickness.

God be here. i cant stop all these tears from falling anymore.
i dont want all this to come back to me )':
Lord, stop it. i had enough.
Jesus. help me to overcome this.
gimme Your strength.

'when someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. you know that your name is safe in their mouth.'

"madeline, I'm here, i just right here. wrapping my arms around you. no matter what happens, my arms will never ever let you go. I am Your Emmanuel, I have got everything you need. My presence is right here, why wont you come and dwell into my presence."

"why do you always keep wandering around for answers? cant you see I'm just right in front of you? I Am your answer to your life, but why my dear daughter, you still choose to wander away from Me? Why you kept looking around for answers but not Me? whatever you're struggling now, I will always be here for you."

Lord, gimme the childlike faith, gimme Your strength once again.
thank You Lord for Your touch tonight, nothing can ever compare how much You mean to me.
im sorry Lord for being rebellious and wanting to only depend on myself.

having Your presence here is like a river, flowing through me, washing away all of my sins.
as the church sang "Let It Flow" i can feel Your presence, flowing through me. that kind of feeling, that i have not had it for a period of time. crying throughout worship and alter call. and honestly, i cant contain! tears rolling down my cheeks, and i cant control it no matter how hard i tried! Your presence is so real, i can feel the power flowing through me, instantly, i could feel you taking all my worries, sorrows, burdens, sins away. how thankful can i be? that You Lord, are the best medicine that i can always have. Jesus, i wanna say that i want more of You.

thank You Lord for speaking, touching me tonight, im so grateful that You're always here for me. forgive me for what i have done. hey, no matter what your struggling with in your life, make a stand and choose to hold onto Him. and never will He ever let you fall again. you dont know how precious you are to God. He loves you, He really do. He will not leave you. God is so so so amazing. and Lord, i just leave my future into Your hands.

there's so much things that im thankful for. i just dont know how to put it in words!
as long as God knows is more than enough (:

goodnight all (:

friday the 13th was a good day! (:

)':

stop wasting time ans make wise decisions.
and no turning back, or backing out, no giving up.
no!

Jesus, i pray that You'll do Your work through my life.
though it may seem really hard, i pray for Your faith and wisdom
upon my life.
thank You for the touch tonight.
crying out all of my sorrows to You.
i pray that whatever steps im gonna take, You'll be by my side guiding me through.
pray that whatever decisions i made will be the right choice.
even if its impossible, but Lord with You all things are possible.
let me be a great testimony among my family and friends.
'You are my strength, strength like no other.'
and i will say, by Your Grace i wouldnt have come thus far! (:

no words can ever describe how much i cherish these group of precious friend in my life.
they are the ones who i can turn to whenever im down.
thank You Jesus, for blessing me with such great friends. (':
xx

BOOK IN LO!

'today is the day! we will be glad and rejoice in it!'
brand new season of your life!

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
-Matthew 6:34

go, and win souls for God!
jiayou and God bless!
will definitely miss you (:
*MEGA VIRTUAL HUG*
xx

you will always be my favourite.

thank you for this day today, that awesome time we've spent together.
sorry that i cried cause i really couldnt hold back my tears ):
i will really miss you very very much. so much.
although i know im stupid to open up the back cover of the camera, but still im gonna love every picture we took (:
i will never do that again. losing so much precious pictures ):
i just cant find those words to say, how much i really really love you.
i hope you do too (:
'booking in' in 3 days time. enjoy the time you have left!
spent it well and meaningful! let it be a wonderful memory you've ever had in your life!
keep that memory close, very close to your heart ♡
i love you. xx

thinking about the future makes me wanna cry.

i better think carefully what i wanna do.

before i regret. im not getting any younger! like duh.

cause life is gonna be hard for my generation.

but i know God has greater plans for me.

first i need to start off what i really wanna do and start praying about it too.

was thinking to futher my studies! like take o levels?

hey, seriously if i can migrate i would definitely love to, without hesitation.

without a stupid cert you cant go anywhere.

guys please study hard dont be like me.

i really regretted alot that i didnt study hard during my ite days.

i cant even go to higher nitec. this is so embarassing.

everytime people asked me, what am i doing now? i really cant tell them

that i failed my exams and couldnt futher my

studies. or i will just tell them im working.

asking me whether if im studying or not in the future, i just told them no.

i have already admit that im defeated. i feel like giving up.

but i cant, i need to push myself for a better future.

i cant go on like this anymore.

ya my english sucks cause i suck at it.

new testament

1. Start a Bible reading plan. Read through the Bible at least once this year!

2. Set a time to DAILY encounter Jesus each morning

3. Take some time to write down what God is calling you to do this year. Review it weekly

4. Get more involved in Church. What need can you fill?

5. Make a list of people you are believing to see saved this year and pray for them daily!

6. Initiate more meetings with your leader/pastor this year

7. Make room in your schedule to disciple new believers

8. Determine to be different. Don't get stuck where you were last year.. change!

9. Let go of the past. Forgive. Forget. Move on. It's a new day!

10. hit the ground running! Set your sights on your goals and start going for it!

some random post here.
its gonna be hard when the one you love is going away for a
year.
but at least i know he does it for God (:
of course im not gonna object about this!
i do want the both of us to grow more in the Lord, and stronger too (:

things im gonna miss the most are:
your hugs
your smile
your jokes
your laughter
your company
your sms
your kisses
your shoulder
your arms, falling asleep into your arms
your smell
you

i will wait for you (:
i hope that the love we have wont change a thing!
i'll be a better person!

“The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.”

there's so much things i wanna say.

but i just couldn't put it into words to say it.

i dunno how to express it.

how should i celebrate my birthday?

cause usually i dont really 'celebrate' my birthday.

hahaha, kk night. (:

happy new year!

God bless all of you! (: