I didnt expect to miss you this much.
If i could fall into the sky , do you think time would pass me by ?
Well , i guess its impossible. Cause there's no ways of turning back the times i had with you.
Gazzilions of you and me passed through my mind over and over again.
Thinking if you could come back , back to my side.
Though i've hurt you so much , but i promise this time , i will treasure this times of you and me.
I swear to my heart , im not gonna hurt you anymore.
You're the best in me. I love you more than myself.
How have you been ? How's your families ? Have you been reading the bible i've given to you ?
Are you still keeping it ? The keychain i gave you ? The ring you gave me ?
Are you still keeping all those things i've given to you ?
The first time i met you , you're shy towards me.
Your cousin asking you whether you want to me friend with me , and you said yes.
You came all the way to my place and come and find me.
Bringing me back home , right outside my house , and i still dont wanna go in.
We went to play basketball together , riding bikes together , piggy back me , feeding me wheep potato , you proved to me how much you cared for me.
But yet , i didnt even do anything to please you.
Sometimes , i gave you some hard times , but you didnt even complain about a single word of it.
Yet , i still dont know how much you've loved me. I didnt treasure it.
Oh please , these memories will always mark in my memories.
I aint want brainwash , i want to keep this memory with me forever.


I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
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What i want to say is , no matter what.
Time wont stop me from loving you.
No matter rain or shine , i'll still wait for you.
Like i said , you're the best in me.
And i love you more than myself.

Lord , im sorry for everything.
I've let you down.
For not praying daily , for not reading the bible daily , for not obeying you , for not putting the trust in you , for being so proud , for throwing tantrums.
Oh God , everything that makes you upset , disappointed , angry , worry.
Im sorry Lord , that everytime only i've got trouble i seek You.
And having less relationship with you. Lord , stop me from loving this worldly things.
Oh please , just forgive me. Have mercy for me. I need you.
Without you , i am nothing. Because i live for you , i really need you.
Jesus , i love you. But i know saying i love you is nothing. But im gonna prove it to you , that i really love you.
Just gimme another chance , let me stand up with faith by You.
Let me be the salt and light. I aint gonna let you down anymore.
Dear God , you're faithful for those who seek for you.
I know Lord , you'll never leave us. You'll always be there for us.
You're our Jehovah Tsidkenu , Jehovah M'kaddesh , Jehovah Shalom , Jehovah Shammah ,
Jehovah Rapha , Jehovah Jireh , Jehovah Nissi , Jehovah Rohi.
You're the God who live , and i will praise you forever.

Lord , dont hold back your tender mercies from me.
Let you unfailing love and faithfulness always protect me. ( Psalm 40:11)

Jesus so our God