Why are all my friends sufferring ?
Why why why ? Tell me.
It really hurts alot to see my friends suffer.
Why must it always be them ? I really dont want them to suffer.
And all i can do now is pray for them.
My bestie , my bro , my friends , my family. Please dont leave me.
You guys are the most important thing that i cant live without.
Once if i let go , theres no turning back.
Brenda , what if one day something happened to you how ?
What am i gonna do ? How would i feel ? Brenda , please takecare of yourself ok ?
Promise me. I dont want anybody to suffer anymore. You'll be fine babe. You'll always be my bestest sister ever.
Tmr is your big day , see you tmr alright ?
You'll never know how i feel right now. Your heart may stop anytime.
Those kinda feelings. Its really hard to say. Speechless. I cant just pretend that i didnt hear anything.
I cant do that.