MY ANSWER IS

Suffering, torturing, loneliness, rejections, darkness, fears, heartaches, betrayed, abandoned, end of the world.

Last night, i was terrified, i was scared.
My heart was beating tremendously. I could not hardly breathe.
Before i slept, i was suffering a bad headaches. It was my first time having such a painful headache ):
I don't know what was happening that night. I'm really afraid of something, i really do.
Lord, tell me the answer. Take my fears away. Cast all my doubts away. I'm scared.
I'm desperately in need of your help. Please don't leave me. Family and friends, please don't leave me. Please.......