Sometimes in life, you have to face the facts that what's not for you is not meant for you.
After knowing that my school wasn't accepting me for my course application.
I sunk real deep and i started crying, and not knowing what to do anymore.
You know it feels like the world started to fall onto you and you dont seem to know how or what to deal with it.
I know crying just won't make any difference, i cried because i thought i could study again after a year.
I cried because if im not going to study anymore, what should i do ?
I want to have diploma, degrees, higher nitec certificates.
I think its not fair at all, all my friends applied the course they wanted and they got in and what about me ?
Why do i always can't get the things i really want in my life ?
Why can't i really do those things i like in my life ?
Why does things always happened to be in this state ?
Why ?
Sometimes, i feel like giving up. Even to this state.
Why does life have to be in this way ? WHY ?
Im so sick of it, so sick of everything.
God, save me, help me. I need You.