im falling apart with God.
im lost, my hope is lost. why?
why am i doing this to myself?
am i happy being this way?
well i have to say this honestly, no.
but then why am i still doing this?
why cant i be as strong as how i used to be?
Jesus, i need You. i need to encounter You.
i dont wanna stay this way anymore, i feel like giving up soon.
i am so tired of myself being this way.
i cant seem to find a way to resolve this.
explosion explosion explosion.