Saturday, January 31, 2009

Went out alone today , went to City Hall.
Reached there , was afraid i might get lost , so went to amk find my bee hoon.
Seriously , i don't know how to walk alone ):
I want people accompany me. Cause i might be lost in the mall or smth.
I'm feeling so lonely today. ]:


Hahah , UOB's sooooooooooo sweet la (:
Sent a birthday card to me. Wu xim.
Seriously , i gotta control my spendingsssssssssssszxzxzxzxzx. I can't just spend money without opening my eyes. Save money !

Friday, January 30, 2009






I lurveeeeeeeeeeee the colors (:}
Do not cast me off in the time of old age;
do not forsake me when my strength fails.
-Psalms 71:9


Great Is Thy Faithfulness, O God My Father !
There Is No Shadow Of Turning With Thee;
Thou Changest Not, Thy Compassions They Fail Not;
As Thou Hast Been, Thou Forever Wilt Be.


As the years add up, God's faithfulness keeps multiplying.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

You shall have no other gods before Me.
-Exodus 20:3


If You Sow Seeds Of Wickedness,
Sin's Harvest You Will Reap;
But Scattered Seeds Of Righteousness
Yield Blessings You Can Keep.


People who follow Christ lead others in the right direction

I wanna wish Daniel a happy 16th birthday.
God bless you dude. Do take care (:}

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Everyone who exalts himself will be humbled.
-Luke 18:14


Lord Teach Us How To Pray Aright,

Oh, Lead Us In Your Way;
Humbly We Bow In Your Pure Light;
Lord, Teach Us How To Pray.


The highest form of prayer comes from the depths of a humble heart.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I can't find them anywhere , anymore.

This year's red packets cannot make it.
Seriously.
Not like a few years back. That's the best.
One big family (: . But now , my loved ones all had passed away. ):
I miss them , i really do.

Monday, January 26, 2009

CNY


CNY is getting boring each year. Don't you find it ?
Well , maybe for you guys aren't as bad as i thought.
I've lost 6 of my loved ones.
Usually when you visit them , there will be like whole lots of people at their house.
Giving red packets and such.
And now , even when i visited their house , nobody's was there like the way it was.
Every new year , how i wish i can celebrate CNY with them.
I know this could never happen.
How it feels ? To lose someone that's really close to you.
My heart aches.
As long as i know where they went.
Happy 17th birthday Nanthini ! (:

Cause my heart keeps falling faster


True - Ryan Cabrera

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Unspoken







Me love candid shots.
I ignored all of you at one period as my grandpa just passed away.
During November.
I didn't wanna pick up any calls and messages.
I just wanted to be alone at that time.
I just couldn't believe that my grandpa had just passed away.
I really don't what to do. All i do is to ignore everything that's coming my way.
I'm sorry too all of my friends.


XOXO

Darling






Went out with my papa and second bro.
Off to town , to get my polaroid. (:
The flashlight doesn't seem to work though ):[
Went to wisma , gosh ! The parking fee cost $11+++ *faints*
After that we went to Tangs.
I received a msg from my dearest Brenda , she say she's coming to Town and meet me !
Ain't she sweet ? (: . Bought some stuffs for her dearest. She was freaking late for an hour.
Suppose to meet her @ 530 , but she cabbed down to Town @ around 630 la !
But never mind la ! I just wanna go out with her [:
I don't know if i should trust those things that you've said. You made me so confused , please , i trust you so much and yet i can feel that you're lying to me. Why ?
I didn't buy anything at Town , like always the same stuffs that I'm seeing.
Kanasai , then my closet got nothing to wear for CNY. Wear bikini la !

Saturday, January 24, 2009

When I'm With You



Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

I wanna lie next to you.

Was super bored at home , so i took all these random pictures.













I'm missing youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu


Hello , sorry for not updating my blog (:}
Busy these few days.
And i'm also kinda lazy. Ha !

I know i've got no picture , very boring la.

Was suppose to go back to MF today , but it was canceled ):[.
Sorry my dearest babies. [=B
Cause my leg hardcore pain manzxzxz.
I even have difficulties to walk up and down the stairs , poor mua.

Kanasai , need to be like this eh ? You hor you hor you hor.
Leg leg leg , get well soon. I don't wanna end up walking like a King Kong.
Woman la , my eye bags will never disappear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY ?!?!?!?!

TYVM. I'm the peacemaker ? Hahahahah ! Toodles.


And oh yah !
I've forgotten something (:}
That is , today's Amirah's b'day !
Happy 17th birthday Auntie !
Psst psst , next month is my birthday , 4 Feb. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

Wednesday, January 21, 2009



Oh baby , im getting you tmr.
Come to mama. Come come come.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009



Had my very first training today (:
Quite fun though , just that my muscle aching like shiat now.
What a lovely friends i have. Thank you Lord. [:}

Sunday, January 18, 2009

For You.


Only Reminds Me Of You - MYMP

I see you, beside me
It’s only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memory

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

Chorus:
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

I needed my freedom
That’s what I thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see

Everything we’ve been through before
Now it means so much more, yeah

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

Only you

So come back to me
I’m down on my knees
Boy can’t you see

How could I ever let you go
Is it too late to let you know

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When i turn out all the lights
Even the night
It only reminds me of you
you, you
only reminds me of you...


It's A Promise Between Me & You.
You Are God.
JU-ON
Goodnight , hopefully i didnt scare you (:
Love love.

Pictures of you

I miss those times when we always go out together. I really do.
You & me (:
SERIOUSLY , IM DAMN BORED AT HOME.

SOMEONE PLEASE ASK ME OUT.

I'LL THANK YOU LIKE VERY VERY VERY MUCH !!!!!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE , SOMEBODY PLEASE ASK ME OUT.

LIKE NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !

I'M REALLY VERY BORED AT HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

ANY DAY ALSO CAN ! *&$*#%(*#)%@*()$#!^#*&@^@)~}{|":


Madeline is bored to death , she's aint bluffing you.
PS ; as you can see , that i keep on updating stuffs into my blog -.-'''
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Sorry.


I'm sorry if I hurt you
I'm sorry that I lied
I'm sorry for everything

I'm sorry I made you cry
I'm sorry I made you mad
I'm sorry it made you sad

I'm sorry for all the break ups
I'm sorry for not being honest
I'm sorry it's not the same

I'm sorry I was mean to you
I'm sorry for breaking your heart
I'm sorry for hurting you from the start.

Old Mad In '07 (:}

Yayness !
Im gonna cut bangs again !
Exactly the same as what you've seen below.
Evil smile*
Heh heh heh....
That time when i first cut my hair , it was above my eyebrow -.-''
Made me look freaking toot.
My brothers says that my face look like missile and rocket.
They say it makes them wanna slap my face. LOL !
They laugh and laugh and laugh. I was like , funny meh ?!?!
Go to school my friends all laughed at me. Embarrassing la !


I love my hair very much at that time (:



Mushy was a gift from a friend =D





My parents room.
I love the heart shape =B